May!

Hello guess who's back!! so many things happened and I can't wait to share :-)

Backstreet Boys' Concert

Basically many things happened............. and the first thing was Backstreet Boys' Concert!! They were so good and the crowd was amazing and everything was just so surreal sigh let me rewind time :'(

The best thing was I knew like 80% of the songs and even if I didn't it was still fun HAIS and they sang like only 20 seconds of Drowning which is like my all time fav MY HEART

Piala Sekuntum Seni

Next is my birthday!! hahaha but during that day it was also Piala Sekuntum Seni! That was also the first competition that I wasn't excited about at all. Probably because I could see the "behind the scenes" and no longer in my "naive" world. And this was also a pretty challenging period for me and the committee because commitment from everybody memang rabak and I didn't know we actually could back out of the competition hahahaha I was very sure Ive talked to Nutt about it btut I didn't know ultimately we had the overall say haha but whatever la barang dah lepas

We also had like people backing out of the competition 2 days before the actual day hahha macam wtf but thank you to those yang came down for training only 2 days before the comp?! thank u so much la really appreciate it hahah anyway pictures

And then when I got on stage people were like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY AURORA/AMNI" and ofc I was happy la. Then I heard a very familiar voice screaming my name?! I heard Azlin's and Hidayah's voice and I got super confused because I was pretty sure Hidayah left for Malacca in the morning?!

But then I thought wrong because they were all there to surprise me for my birthday :') 

So what happened was I was getting out of my costume etc. etc. and then the people that were in chare of us at the holding room was like "ada orang tengah cari Amni..?" then I was abit worried hahahah siapa tak seram sey but when I went out there they were singing me a happy birthday!!

Was really very touched because I never expect them to come for any of my dikir performances or anything like that and this was all so unexpected :')

And then when I was still taking photos with them Nutt came out and was like faster Amni we have like only another 10 mins to change then I was like omg omg ok ok then I quickly entered and as I entered they all sang me a birthday song and apparently no one was actually rushing us :')

And the day ended with me going for Supper with Asdira, Fatin & Faizah at Jalan Kayu!! and then slept over Faizah's house and Fatin couldn't stop biting my cheeks :-D

My birthday!

And still on the topic of my birthday! I got another surprise from my friends before dikir training. Really another surprise that I really was not expecting at all. 

Apparently I was "helping" Fatin film an interview for her project and a few of the questions were

"how important is technology in your daily lives?"
"do you frequently use your phone for school?"

"Have u ever gotten a phone for your birthday before?"
"What if I tell you there are people with birthday gift right behind you?" 

And then masih ah I answered her question without even thinking that there were actually people behind me hahahahahahahhah hais but I really was very surprised thank you 

I actually had lunch with Kakak at Four fingers before that and there was a point in time when Kakak said "OMG" and refused to tell me what happened.

Apparently Asdira walked in front of us with a "Happy Birthday" balloon and I didn't notice at all. That's how oblivious I am to my surroundings hahaha

 

 Photographer terhebat

Other than that we had Parents' Day Dinner as well as TWCC open house. We also had Dania Chalet but not many photos were taken on that day?! 

But just know that the host of the Parents' Day dinner flirted with Yat on stage while Kak Nat was just at the back ahahahh that was the highlight of the day man hahaha

And another even was Anderson's Carnival! I think Anderson turned 55 or something so they made a carnival but I spent $10 on the coupons only not to use it at all. Everything was sold out by the time we got there :') 

But whatever it was I got to meet many friends that I haven't spoken to in ages and got to spend time with Boobz even though it was for a short while! 

 

    

 

     

And that was basically it for the month of May :-) Till next time!! really wanna update about Serumpun now but this has been a long ass post so.. bye :P

Thank you

I keep thinking about how things would've been if you didn't react the way you did and if I didn't react the way I did. But I think it's time to let go and I should move on. 

I honestly have never felt the way you made me feel. I have never been so confused in my life before lol. Sometimes you made me so happy I just want to smile all day and hug everyone, and sometimes you leave me so angry I want to strangle everybody that I see. But whatever feeling that was, it was nice. 

Thank you for being able to stand my mood swings and my complains. 

Thank you for noticing when I'm not in a good mood (even though I insisted I was okay and got annoyed after you refuse to believe. Secretly I felt happy that u didn't believe me. haha)

Thank you for always trying to make me feel happy. 

And thank you for always telling me to keep smiling.

I know I am a very difficult person but despite all that, you still stayed. It was nice while it lasted and you weren't a waste of time.

There were so many things that I wanted to know about you, and there were so many things that I thought we could've done. But like they say, some people aren't meant to stay in your life forever.

Here's my goodbye. You deserve someone better :-)